I love you. That's enough for today.

Hello. It has been a month since i last posted. Moving on.

It is important in our lives to balance both work and fun, whilst juggling with our social relationships. I fell sick today, either due to the laksa I ate in the morning, or the "intense" swimming I had yesterday. Either way, I fell sick, and today was supposed to be a mahjong cum BBQ day.

An early phone call stirred me from my deep slumber. I checked the time, it was 7am. I went to sleep. One hour later, at 8am, I woke up. I went to msn and told YL to come at 10am. After that, I proceeded to play a dota match (which I won, of course. Slardar is just too gay) and then had a bowl of spicy curry laksa. Moments later, after eating 4 spoonfuls of it, I had a stomachache. My feet turned cold, my heart froze and hurt me terribly. I promptly returned the venomous bowl back to the kitchen before retiring to my bedroom. By that time, my legs and limbs had turned cold, and I shivered uncontrollably in response. I covered myself in a blanket and tried my best to overcome the pain and suffering....

After what seemed like an eternity, a healing touch embraced my very soul. I turned around to find YL tending to me, before realizing that I had fell sick. Haiz, even though I repeated told her to ignore me and study her chemistry, she preserved on. I felt so touched, and so guilty at the same time as I felt as if I'm wasting her time. After some resting, the fever went down and I was well again after a hot bath. LOL

Afterwards, I played mahjong with her and YJ and Justin and stuff, we did shit together and had fun at the BBQ afterwards, even though YL left her handphone, mp3 and bracelet behind. LOL...

Learning point :- I will be fit and well enough so that others do not worry EXCESSIVELY for me.

/heh.... Death can be so.... enticing.... and yet sweet to its core.

We humans are such weak fragile creatures, our hearts are only held in place with a mesh of muscles and bones, and those bones are so easily broken. We allow ourselves to be subject to such great risks outside, and yet it's a a miracle we're all still alive. Hmmm....

Today, I want to talk about my penknife. It weighs about 1kg, a pretty heavy one, and it has a rich metallic colour to it. Its charm is undescribable, it allows for the most lethal cuts with its sheer weight itself. It truly is a masterpiece, just looking at it gives one a sense of fatality, and yet wanting to extend its blade onto oneself. It has a hole at its end, and its size and hole allows one to hook his little finger through it and obtain a firm grip on it. However.... this blade has one disadvantage which I detest a lot. It doesn't allow one to execute a backswing grab and grab it facing the other way. Hmmm.... but I still like it a lot. It has a high danger factor and it's just waiting for its full potential to be unleashed.


Heheheh....

Well, it's kind of late but anyway, YAY CJC & AJC BANDS GWH! I almost forgot this blog existed but since now that i realized it...oh well, might as well just say it...heh. Though i thought that there were other bands that also deserved GWH but didnt....not really sure what the judges were thinking but..i dunno.

But anyway...I never was in band in my previous schools, 2nd year in CJCSB, the first and last SYF i'll ever take part in and man. Awesome-ness~
That feeling up there when they announced the results is like....a once in a lifetime experience. It's just...awesome! We were all up there making that teh emcee had to ask us to shaddap, lawl. Well, not gonna go on and on about it, not like everyone else didn't work just as hard or even harder than us...we all did our best and it's nothing to brag about.

Meh, anyway, now that SYF is over...yay, can touch piano again~
..trying to learn some new pieces other than the current ones..which i haven't have had any time to do at all the past few weeks.

-Current playable pieces-

Touhou stuff:

上海紅茶館　～ Chinese Tea [th06] ~ can play a bit lah, somewhat self improvised

U.N.オーエンは彼女なのか？ [th06] ~ Zomg love this, fun to teh spam!

幽靈楽団　～ Phantom Ensemble [th07]

蠢々秋月　～ Mooned Insect [th08]

月まで届け、不死の煙 [th08] ~ still sounds like shit though

霊知の太陽信仰　～ Nuclear Fusion [th11] ~ AWESOME SONG! Too bad i forgot about half of it already..

Non-Touhou stuff:

Houki Boshi ~ first song i ever learned, nice song too~~

Sakura Kiss

Natsukage [Air soundtrack]


Yeah i think that's all. Wanna learn teh th10.5 theme, sounds awesome! Okay, toilet time, AWAY!~

Maybe...

Maybe it was something I did. Like not eating lunch and having gastric.

Or maybe.... it was something else I did. Like studying frantically and making use of the limited time I have.

Well.... I just don't know anymore. It's hard to balance two sides of the issue, hard to please every aspect of life and hard to make everyone happy. Is it wrong to work hard? Am I working too hard? Or am I not working hard enough? Life is an epitome of contradictions; it's impossible to find the right path to take at every given time.

Today, I neglected lunch to complete my maths tutorial. Of course, gastric followed soon after, and it was harder than I thought, leaving me incapacitated for a few hours. My.... my friend.... a close friend of mine, took the initiative and prepared her gastric survival kit after her H3 lessons. It was very sweet of her, and it eased my pain considerably. However, things aren't so pretty.

After the CO practice, we went to eat together, and proceeded home afterwards. She insisted on seeing me home, which I feel is very awkward and probably a waste of time, but she did so anyway. However, she denied me any studying on the bus, even though I felt well enough to do so, and gradually she turned angry and ignored me, returning me my writing materials. This is the part I do not understand. I am studying so hard for the future, and she is somehow trying to obscure my goal. Why? Why does life have to be so demanding? I, for one, am not a foolhardy person, I know my limits and acknowledge them, and I feel well enough to study at that instance. But enough of that, lets move on.

Afterwards, we got off the bus, and she had to see me home to my doorstep, which I feel is a little too extreme. Furthermore, she was beginning to show signs of fatigue but she refuses to go home first. I understand that she's caring for me, but this is... or rather, the next part is ridiculous. I wanted to see her home from my home instead, and she got angry again. Concern, for one, isn't a one way thing, it involves the mutual love and care from both parties.

Oh well, at least I saw her home, by cheating a little. That's good enough for me.

-Pleinair

Hey ppl.... I am reposting again.

Erm, okay well. Simple post today.
Good luck studying for your physics SPA!
and err....
Sleep well =)

I can't afford to let you die faster than me too.


~Be of Good Cheer

Sup, busy this week due to tests and CVD and VCD and DDC and VVD and CCD and a god damned chem commitment.

Unable to post for a while.(13 combo, 14124 dmg, limit 95%, KNOCKOUT!)

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